14 weeks today!

Right, time's obviously moving, although it seems so slow to me! Still, I'm thankful I'm here at 14 weeks and things are going as per plan. Must admit though, I miss seeing babyH on scan - got 6 more weeks to wait! Thankfully, my doppler's at hand for those ridiculous moments when I feel like I'm in a dream and that this isn't really happening. The little gallop of babyH's heartbeat is always so magically reassuring when I go all silly and doubtful; always brings a smile to my face and tears of happiness to my eyes.

So very tired though! Unbelievably tired, almost listless. Still, comes with the territory, I guess, so I take it a moment at a time.

Must say, I cannot wait for the promised energy spike of the second trimester. Hope it arrives soon! Nausea's still hanging about and my sense of smell is over the top, and everything smells awful - most food, shower gel, deodorant, perfumes, strange men on trains and buses.... hope this does not last the next five and a half months as it's be torture in the summer (think barbecues and all those flowery summer scents - yikes!).

Still, I'm so thankful all is well, and I've taken to tuning into BabyH's presence and we have our little conversations every now and again (all in my head, perhaps, but hey, we are one at the moment anyway, so...). He/she tells me she can't wait till September/October to get to meet me and I tell him/her the same. I love our little talks, and really cannot wait till we can have these face to face.... few months to go, we are patient!

Note to my precious:

You know I love you so very much my darling, and I'm so very proud of you! Keep growing, keep those body systems maturing and keep 'talking' to mama. The Almighty has us covered, so we have nothing to fear but walk in faith and trust that all is and will be well. Stay strong, can't wait to feel you move within! Love you with all my being and will always do!
Mama x x x x x